phew......okay so i had a very long tiring week..haven't been able to actually to relax instead i have 2 double up my energy to get through a couple more of hectic week. but hey i'm sneaking in some of my time publishing this post. so talk about hectic week means that there's definitely tons of meeting with....people. talking about people, i wonder why do we bother so much to be like everyone else and not just embrace who n what u are??we hide our uniqueness or individuality so to speak just because others don't understand it?? why not make them understand? and ouh, i guess its easier to stereotype n judge people rather than getting to know them.

                            i missed the time where there are friendliness in the neighborhood,  open minded n eager learners n those who give good n sensible suggestion. pardon me, but i do think that we are losing those qualities and we are also losing passion. passion to fight for the right, passion to do what we believe in or even passion for life itself.

     ppl might question why this song is posted.well, there's no solid reason for it basically..just coz...

                   "the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do"

that is definitely one of my fav pastimes.. i like to play against the norm. love trying to beat the odds. it's just me. at first when people around u are sceptical with ur abilities it can be quite frustrating but hey don't fret...just suck it all up n show 'em what u've got..once u've beat the odds then u'll see that their attitudes towards u will change..its basic human attitude.they only want to be with the winners and not the sore loser..
        i don't get it..i just don't understand what is wrong with failing? why do people treat failure as if it is the end of the world?apasal? skali fail xblh bjaya trs ke?? come on people...its not THAT bad..at least its not a death penalty n u're still alive.

                so take it all in a stride people because what is there to life if you knew you could not fail?

Debate!!!!!!

          darn it...i've put myself in a big mess..again. i don't know how it started but I'm supposed to be one of the main debaters for the debate competition...thanks to that, my level of self confidence has gone down to zero..no no no...not zero..negative.yes, negative. I'm so tense that i think i might puke just by thinking about the competition. urgh...why and how did i get into this mess??? there's gonna be all the heavy hitters university plus, its gonna be about medical issues..
yeah yeah i know some might say that its easy and of course the topic is goin to be on medical issues since its a debate among medical school but hey, do you think its easy standing in front of the audience pouring your points out? don't brag and be honest. its not easy. it requires skills and knowledge. and knowledge is one of the important ingredients that i don't think i have.

   i'm freaking out right now..but i've gotta keep my cool . i can't falter under pressure and i hope that things will turn out alrite. daa~

Have a Nice Day

   It's amazing to see how easy we judge those who are different from us. we seem to think that we are perfect enough til it gives us the power to condemn others. i never thought people could be so shallow. i expected better but hey, seems like I've overestimated.
   But u know what I'd like to say to those people? have a nice day...
   Yep..Thats what i'll say to those who love to judge others, to those bossy people and especially to those who tells me how to live my live. some might not agree with me but to me, those people don't know me and have never made and effort to know me. so why should i bother? i'm gonna live my life. Heck, in fact i'll do more than that. i'm gonna shine like a diamond, i'll stand on the ledge, i'll show the wind how to fly and most importantly i'm gonna show them that one can be successful even when you are different. so go on, you can like me or hate me for my differences but i'm gonna live my life just the way i like it. =D